waibow

It's a wainbow wainbow wainbow. WOOOOP.
New plan :)

Fuck me up zee ass yaaaa?

I have eaten so much today it is unreal, gammon, shitty potatoes in some cream shit, which tasted disgusting, could just feel the calories slipping down my throat. Repulsed me. And god knows what else. Had to eat with strangers today, could have cried. Can't stop contemplating things.Missing Jay an immense amount :( From 10pm fresh start, i will do better. I have to, for me. :(

alright motherfuckers?

Today has been so fucking shit. Pigged my fat heffalump face out. URGHH. I literally could just curl into a ball and die. Hate myself such an immense amount right now. Fish, Chips, Sauce, A flake and popcorn. OINK.FUCKING.OINK. I should not have done that, especiallly not somebody of my size. People look at me in the street and think fucking heffalump, screw the paranoia i can see it in their eyes. Anyway, the friend is here so i have to leave.Catch you later.

FAST.

Right, starting 10pm no calories. comprende.

Best friends round in the morning, then we are off to a concert. Time to get drunk :) No food, no fucking way. I'm such a fat cow it is unbelievable. Then her birthday the day afterwards. YAY. Then more pissup time :) I hope she likes her main present, i honestly do. Gah, need some more followers on here lol :D anyway, 11:52pm she's back from spain in 8 minutes. wooop. Peace out mother fuckers.

THINSPIRATION WALL THINSPO WALL

Lol, what a sadcase am i, so, i moved house 2 weeks ago and i really am missing my old thinspo wall.

But i can make a new one now, new house and all.
This one will be better, not a whole corner, not even a whole wall, I'm doing my CEILING.
:D

New Blog

Finally i got round to making  a new blog, now my mum won't see this one!
Allelujah.
Got to go out for dinner tonight, OINK OINK.
Dreading it so so badly. I am down 9 lbs in 3 weeks now. Must.Keep.This.Up.