SCRAPBOOK

I think I'm going to get a scrapbook and start making a big scrapbook of my poetry.
Fuck it.
Why not?

Sad emily today. :(

My head is a mess.
My lct is taking me to camhs today, at 4.
Not leaving until we get medication, she is such a bossy cow. BOOOO!
I don't know what's wrong with me, everybody says i'm poorly, i don't know who i can trust and who i can't anymore.
It is horrible.
I'm trapped in my own mind.
i want it to all just stop please. make it stop.
i've self harmed already today, and i am CERTAINLY not eating today.
i really cannot cope, someone just give me a magic pill and let me fade away

I'm being poisoned by somebody, i have no proof, i don't know what to do. :(

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